A Curse known as Mcdo

Mcdo.

RoBe.

Ronald Carlo Padilla Belandres.

The bane and boon of my existence.

Weird much? I know.

Loving a fictional character is very easy. Sure you may get a bit delusional and everything but reality will always bite you in your arse. No matter what happens, the realization will sink in that he lives only in your sugar-coated or gory (in my case) world and in under no circumstance will he exist in real life. So, you move on and get a life.

But loving a real person is never easy; especially if you are in highschool. You're in different levels and your school has an on-going bathcwar. You get to see him everyday and yet he is very far from you. he doesn't give a twopence shit for your existence. Hi, I'm Eris. Welcome to my life. welcome to chaos.

I always see him everyday and its quite impossible not to notice him with his tall and lean frame, immaculately cropped hair and very clean uniform. I see his beautiful smile and hear his deep voice; I can't help but smile and turn red to the roots. It was out of curiosity at first but as they say, "curiosity killed the cat." I fell.

I hardly noticed him before even though we share the same lunch period and his table is coincidentally always parallel with ours. It went on like this until I've gotten so used to his presence that I always seek him out.

He isn't that good-looking and well-known in our school but he caught my attention still. I like him for his brains(he does great in ad. chem, physics and math) and character.

Ahh!!!!!!! I can't let him do this to me! Sure, I've got a crush on him but to the extent of that----!?! You've got to be kidding me! I woke up with a start because I dreamt of him kissing me. Ahhhh!!!!!!! He's eating my mind like cancer and I've no complete control of my defenses.

Hormonal teens suck!